easy for you to say...

http://stillstandingmag.com/2013/03/easy-for-you-to-say/

I'm still here, just not always present.
Writing here makes me think and really go over how I really feel, and some days I just don't want to do that.
Getting through Gavin's birthday and all of the other "days" that followed have thrown me backward a little.
Some things had been hiding but have been brought back to my attention.
I'm angry again.
I'm sad again.
I'm annoyed at how unfair life is. Sounds stupid, right? Obviously life is unfair.
So yeah, I'm still here. Unfortunately in my world, not much has changed.