I would still choose you.

Most of the time I don't have the right words to say how I feel. 

This column is one of the closest things I've read.

From CarlyMarie's article in Still Standing Magazine: 

"If I could go back and endure the pain of your death and the sorrow of your loss, I would, because I would get to experience the love that you gave me all over again"

"I would still choose you, for you chose me, so therefore I would and will always choose you, my darling son"

Full post: http://stillstandingmag.com/2012/10/i-would-still-choose-you/